I guess if i don't like other people see this, stop writing would be the most easy way. but sorry i cant,something deep inside cannot hide...... feel horrible right now, feeling no strengh in any part of this body especially the beating thing.... something i need,i desire is getting further n further. everyday i wake up feeling soround by something i hate the most. so ,how? continue .. till burn out... till d end...
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Today got a bad news, XX got a big promotion but Gary and me got nothing. think i finally know wat's wrong with the world: ass kisser always win. Not that i m jealous coz i really dont care about promotion, Gary is the leader of our team and god know how much efforts he put in. If there is a promotion, I thought definitly him. Anyway, it's big man's decision and we need to keep our mouth shut. Today got a lot work to do but still in the holiday mood,especially when quest comments return. Deadline is next Thur, and until the last minute i dont think i will even start preparing the presentation slids. Ahhhh... Yesterday got ink on my prada ipad case~~5555~~ This is god telling me i m poor, and should use only plastic bag. The city is still empty and summer...and Sat early morning have to participate the stupid Wetland Reserve walk~ Certain people wouldn't just let us rest ah?! f**k. 2 hours boss,hot weather....on sat morining--the best morning in the universe....hope i wont flip out...... Just found my blog is the first website on the google ranking list when searching my name.Shit. I deleted facebook and all the social network account to be invisible, feel this gonna be ruined by google. f**k
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